I’m struggling with my ability to concentrate and it means I’m forgetting every day things, like taking my medication each day. I don’t mean medication related to my recent hospital stay. This is the stuff I’ve been taking for years.
But then, I’m not sleeping properly so it isn’t really a surprise. Though I have been eating well, so that’s something.
I was too tired and a little bit fragile so I didn’t go to the Thursday knitting group today. Not that there was any money to go out – the day before payday is always a bit tricky financially. Trying to decide if I want to go out tomorrow or not. I’ve had very minor pain/cramping in the areas that hurt when I was in the hospital. The discomfort is less of a problem than the fear and panic that wells up when the pain starts. I haven’t been needing pain relief more than twice a week since leaving the hospital 3 weeks ago so the fear is largely unfounded. I’m trying not to think about how the pain that needed morphine started out small.
Maybe I’ve been on my own too much lately. Computer games aren’t distraction enough obviously and I’m too much in my own head.
I’m keeping up with the blanket though so yay me 🙂 Lovely bold stripes today.